The Pursuit of Happiness?

I keep waiting for the reality of moving to set in. I keep waiting for that moment where I go "OMG...I quit my job, I moved, I left all my friends, I'm not sure what I'm doing!!"

And that hasnt happened.

That makes me think that this was the right decision. :)

I keep telling everyone that I feel calm. Completely calm. I've gone 3 days without my neck cracking. I sleep completely through the night. WITHOUT melatonin. I've cooked EVERY day. I breath with slowly and never feel rushed. It's weird...and awesome...and unfamiliar.

The pursuit of happiness is a constant changing concept for me. What is the happiness that I'm seaking? For SOOOO many years I've been a planner - planning every moment of my day. SUPER stressed out when it doesnt go as planned. I think God is teaching me about taking life as it comes....teaching me patience....and teaching me to relax. TO. BE. CALM. And just be present.

Does happiness = being absolutely present in the moment and being a sponge and just absorbing?

For now? Yes.